Of Messed Up Bedtime and A Lullaby Playlist

I really think I should take a sleeping pill or something.
My bedtime has been so messed up these past 6 months; so, so messed up.
I often sleep at 5 AM, woke up at 12 PM, and will be sleepy around 6 PM, and  (if I can't resist the temptation of sleeping by then)  will probably fall asleep until 10 PM... and then woke up, recharged, and staying out until adzan Subuh is heard.
Lately I've been trying to fix this freaking messed up bedtime, but the only time I did the job well done was WHEN I GOT SICK, heavily sick with flu. And I am now typing this with a tissue stuck in my nose, because apparently I got sick with flu again within the span of 3 days. How charming.
I went to bed tonight at 11.45 PM, happily sighing into my pillow as my choice of songs lulled me to sleep, but then my eyes snapped open at 2.30 AM as if there's something telling me to wake up and I haven't been sleepy eversince. Damn it. It's the umpteenth day I tried to sleep early but got woken up at 2.30 AM, and thanks to Wella it's been a less-sucky experience. I spent my "damn-it-IS-ANYONE-STILL-THERE-I-REALLY-NEED-TO-VENT-BECAUSE-I-CAN'T-SLEEP" phase with her last night because well, she's in Germany, and by the time I woke up it's been only 7 PM at her place, so she eventually ended up choking me with pictures of the gorgeous RJ King and Justus Seinfeld.


I really, really hate myself right now. Ugh.

But anyways, since I'm up and I have nothing to do in the meantime, I might as well share my lullaby playlist in case anyone had troubles sleeping like I do. Most of these songs are either using piano or guitar as their main instrument because that's the kind of song that soothes me after a long and tiring day. Hehe.
By the way, I'm not gonna use 8tracks since I personally hate how we can't skip songs on 8tracks (I rarely listen to songs until they're finished), so I'm just gonna write them down here.

(WARNING: this might be getting a bit long as I'm not the person who easily falls asleep, oh, and a MASSIVE amount of Adhitia Sofyan's songs because I can)

AZRINA'S SLEEPING PILL(S)

1. Niji - Ninomiya Kazunari (video) (lyrics)
2. Orion - Ninomiya Kazunari vers (I forgot who sings it originally, but here's Nino's version)
3. Baby Good Night - G.D & TOP (audio + lyrics)
4. Butterfly - G.D ft. Jin Jung (audio + lyrics)
5. Gie - Eross ft. Okta (for those of you who's wondering, yes, this is from OST. Gie)
6. Kazamidori (piano version) - Ninomiya Kazunari (audio + lyrics) 
7. Yakusoku Wo Shiyou (Let's Promise) - Supercell (audio + lyrics)
8. Fairytale - Ludovico Einaudi (audio)
9. Seven Years of Love - Kyuhyun (video + lyrics)
10. Number One - Adhitia Sofyan (video)
11. Never Grow Up - Taylor Swift (audio)
12. Rainbows & Starlight - Adhitia Sofyan (audio)
13. Blue Sky Collapse - Adhitia Sofyan (audio)
14. In To You - Adhitia Sofyan (video)
15. Bengawan Solo - Adhitia Sofyan Vers. (audio)
16. September - Adhitia Sofyan (audio)
17. Sad Beautiful Tragic - Taylor Swift (audio + lyrics)
18. Little Things - One Direction (video)
19. Stuff We Did - Michael Giacchino (OST. UP) (audio)
20. Peter Pan - EXO (Silvertear Cover)
21. Last Request (Acoustic) - Paolo Nutini (live version)
22. Out of Goodbyes - Maroon 5 ft. Lady Antebellum (video)
23. Black - G.D ft. Sky Ferreira (audio + lyrics)
24. Miracles in December (Classical Orchestra Version) - EXO (audio)
25. Bimbang - Melly Goeslaw (video)

so I guess that's all from me. I hope if you're listening to any song in this list, you'll fall asleep faster than I am :)